[00:00.99] I was reading Slim Aarons and I got to thinking that I thought [00:08.58] Maybe I'd get less stressed if I was tested less like [00:15.58] All of these debutantes [00:18.58] Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts [00:25.70] But I'm not [00:29.13] Baby, I'm not [00:33.17] No, I'm not [00:37.06] That, I'm not [00:41.56] I've been tearing around in my fucking nightgown [00:46.11] 24/7 Sylvia Plath [00:50.94] Writing in blood on the walls [00:53.72] 'Cause the ink in my pen don't work in my notepad [00:59.07] Don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not [01:03.31] But, at best, I can say I'm not sad [01:08.05] 'Cause hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [01:15.78] Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [01:23.13] [01:32.93] I had fifteen-year dances [01:36.69] [01:44.79] Church basement romances, yeah, I've cried [01:50.85] Spilling my guts with the Bowery Bums [01:55.46] Is the only love I've ever known [01:59.81] Except for the stage, which I also call home, when I'm not [02:07.18] Servin' up God in a burnt coffee pot for the triad [02:15.37] Hello, it's the most famous woman you know on the iPad [02:24.49] Calling from beyond the grave, I just wanna say, "Hi, Dad" [02:33.11] I've been tearing up town in my fucking white gown [02:38.10] Like a goddamn near sociopath [02:42.22] Shaking my ass is the only thing that's [02:46.69] Got this black narcissist off my back [02:50.96] She couldn't care less, and I never cared more [02:54.92] So there's no more to say about that [02:59.23] Except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [03:07.65] Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past [03:15.90] There's a new revolution, a loud evolution that I saw [03:24.61] Born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly I've known [03:33.94] A modern day woman with a weak constitution, 'cause I've got [03:41.70] Monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off [03:50.64] A gatekeeper carelessly dropping the keys on my nights off [03:59.42] I've been tearing around in my fucking nightgown [04:04.37] 24/7 Sylvia Plath [04:09.51] Writing in blood on your walls [04:12.73] 'Cause the ink in my pen don't look good in my pad [04:17.02] They write that I'm happy, they know that I'm not [04:21.73] But, at best, you can see I'm not sad [04:26.61] But hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [04:34.94] Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [04:43.68] Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [04:51.70] But I have it [04:55.78] Yeah, I have it [05:00.18] Yeah, I have it [05:04.15] I have